Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.
I can't sleep semalam. Tak tau kenapa. It feels like something happen to someone that 'rapat' to me.
Lately I kerap insomnia I think. Hahahaha. Insomnia ni la yang buat I rapat dengan Her. Demmm!
Maafkan I bila I bandingkan hubungan kita dengan hubungan I yang dulu.
Selalu I bagitau u, how I want to be everything to u. As u wanna be my everything.
I want kita jadi rapat. I want to be your shoulder when u cry. I want u cari I bila u nak cerita something. I want to hear all da stories bout u. I dont want any secret between us.
I want to be a friends, a sister, a lover, a mom, a dad, an everything to keep u safe, protect u, care for u. I tamak. I want to be all for u!
But u macam tak nak. u cerita ur probs to others, not me.
U cerita pasal skendel J u kat skendel G. cerita pasal skendel G kat skendel B. and so an. and I feel like Im not important to u. That cerita should be mine. Not others. U never want to tell me everything. U pendam, u simpan untuk idk. someone else maybe.
sometimes I feel like Im loser. Your skendel know u much more better than me.
Dont u get it? that really make me looks like loser!
I rasa bila u cerita pasal semua benda kat ur skendel, ur skendel will feel so important then maybe, will see me as a true loser. U faham tak apa I maksudkan ni?
This is what I feel, when suddenly I know, u cerita semua benda kat org lain then I dapat tahu cerita u bila dah basi? what the point? and alasan u sebab I busy, I not reply ur message. Of course. U ingat I sesaja tak reply message? syg?? Im working and you know how I will be when working? the most workaholic person u ever met.
U boleh je terus cerita. I baca all ur message. Cuma kalau I rasa masa tu kerja I lebih penting dari balas message u. ohhh idk. idk how to tell u. Sbb u minta perhatian yang lebih dari I, tapi not in a proper time. Tak kisah u nak mengada pun, bukan I tak suka, bukan I tak terima, tp can u see the situation?
Her, i just love you too much!
Sincerely,
Bie
Lately I kerap insomnia I think. Hahahaha. Insomnia ni la yang buat I rapat dengan Her. Demmm!
Maafkan I bila I bandingkan hubungan kita dengan hubungan I yang dulu.
Selalu I bagitau u, how I want to be everything to u. As u wanna be my everything.
I want kita jadi rapat. I want to be your shoulder when u cry. I want u cari I bila u nak cerita something. I want to hear all da stories bout u. I dont want any secret between us.
I want to be a friends, a sister, a lover, a mom, a dad, an everything to keep u safe, protect u, care for u. I tamak. I want to be all for u!
But u macam tak nak. u cerita ur probs to others, not me.
U cerita pasal skendel J u kat skendel G. cerita pasal skendel G kat skendel B. and so an. and I feel like Im not important to u. That cerita should be mine. Not others. U never want to tell me everything. U pendam, u simpan untuk idk. someone else maybe.
sometimes I feel like Im loser. Your skendel know u much more better than me.
Dont u get it? that really make me looks like loser!
I rasa bila u cerita pasal semua benda kat ur skendel, ur skendel will feel so important then maybe, will see me as a true loser. U faham tak apa I maksudkan ni?
This is what I feel, when suddenly I know, u cerita semua benda kat org lain then I dapat tahu cerita u bila dah basi? what the point? and alasan u sebab I busy, I not reply ur message. Of course. U ingat I sesaja tak reply message? syg?? Im working and you know how I will be when working? the most workaholic person u ever met.
U boleh je terus cerita. I baca all ur message. Cuma kalau I rasa masa tu kerja I lebih penting dari balas message u. ohhh idk. idk how to tell u. Sbb u minta perhatian yang lebih dari I, tapi not in a proper time. Tak kisah u nak mengada pun, bukan I tak suka, bukan I tak terima, tp can u see the situation?
Her, i just love you too much!
Sincerely,
Bie
Ajak dia keluar and discuss. :)
ReplyDeleteDah biasa discuss u, mungkin sekarang waktu untuk kitorang cuba terima diri memasing seadanya. stage kedua lepas berkenalan. cuma yer la...dont know how long kene stuck kat this stage.
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